I'm Samantha, the founder and channeller or Prograna Evolutionary Coding System.​

 

It is such a joy to share Prograna, I am honoured and privileged to be able to live as testimony to what can be achieved when we trust the inner calling, even when we have no awareness of where or why we are being guided.  ​

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Share your story... It's echo may awaken the spark of hope and inspiration in another.​

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My journey, like many who find themselves on this path, began in the depths of chaos, pain, and profound transformation. I did not arrive at this point with ease, I arrived by surviving, unravelling, remembering, and rising. Every challenge became a teacher. Every moment of darkness, a doorway. Every experience, no matter how painful became a thread woven into the fabric of my purpose. 

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Prograna reminds us that we can observe our stories with grace, compassion, love and understanding. We are no longer required to bind ourselves to the narrative, yet these moments remain the threads of our lived experiences and erasing them would be an injustice to the soul's journey. 

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Our journey shapes our consciousness. It creates ripples of resonance and hope, and it can become the guiding light for someone who is navigating their own journey. Many of us alchemise our pain and experiences into power, transforming our wounds into embodied wisdom, which shapes our purpose within this world. 

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As we come home to self, we don't just reclaim ourselves, we invite others to believe in their own expansion and embodiment. Our stories, once sources of heaviness, become offerings of possibility. They remind us that the human spirit is endlessly capable of rising into self, into deeper truth, deeper presence and love. 

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I grew up with feelings of abandonment and rejection, love felt like a reward for conformity, silence was safety, blending into the background felt normal and every word spoken over me was embodied as my identity. I struggled a lot growing up, I always felt misunderstood, too sensitive and I felt everything on such a deep level that I thought everyone's emotions were mine to carry. From a young age, I felt such a weight of responsibility, responsibilities that no child has the capacity to hold or understand.   

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At the age of 17, I moved out of my family home, I didn't have much money to survive, which further anchored me into survival mode, the weight of life became too much to bare, I wore the mask well, but under the surface I was lost, scared and abandoned. I began to make poor choices for myself, and used substances as a way to escape my inner world, which naturally opened me up to more internal darkness.

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When I turned 19, I met my partner and and I fell pregnant quite quickly. It was a moment of realisation of the ways in which I was hurting myself and I began to change my whole way of being. It felt like becoming a mum was the making of me. I always wanted to be a mum and visualising this new life for myself gave me hope for the future. Unfortunately our little boy never got to transition into this world, I developed pre-eclampsia at 24 weeks gestation due to an undiagnosed blood disorder that I had. Saying hello and goodbye at the same time is a grief that no person should have to experience. 

 

My world collapsed and every experience I imagined of motherhood was ripped away from me. I became very disembodied and just ran through the motions of daily life. I fell pregnant again soon after, the pregnancy was very difficult and my little boy was born at 28 weeks, but against the odds, he fought for his life, received the most exceptional care and came home after a lengthy stint in the NICU. 

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I continued through my days, not really living, not present and again, life felt too much. Carrying the weight of grief, processing the journey of sitting at the side of my son in hospital, not knowing if he would survive, or what the future held for him. Memories of my own childhood surfaced and felt even heavier now. I quickly spiralled into severe depression and anxiety, my mental health was at an all time time and carried a loneliness that echoed through every aspect of my life. My emotions were intense and it felt as though I was on a rollercoaster with no exit!

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I began to experience intense physical pain everyday and I was diagnosed with Fibromyalgia. So now, my days were filled with intense physical, mental and emotional pain. I felt trapped inside a prison of pain, and I genuinely believed that I would feel that way for the rest of my life. 

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The turning point.... Sometimes the call comes before the reason. You don't have to know why, just trust that your heart heard something meant for you! 

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In 2016 I was searching for jobs, I was comfortable in my job, but something told me to look. An advert sparked my attention, it was a care position in a residential school, something so far away from what I ever imagined myself to do and with no prior experience I held no hope, but something pulled me to apply. I got the job! The hours were awful and they really didn't work well with family commitments but I just knew I had to accept it, so I did. 

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I started in October and struggled to understand why I was there at first, I contemplated leaving after just 2 weeks, but something within was telling me to 'stick it out'. 

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In the December, I was sat in the office, I was busy doing something, when a colleague walked in, their energy stopped me dead in my tracks.. When I say time stood still - it stood still! I remember looking up at them and I was overcome with an intense recognition, and it felt like the room fell away, I felt waves of energy spiralling up my spine and then I was hit with a tsunami of what I can only explain as homesickness, then absolute stillness, it was if the whole world switched off. 

 

This experience knocked me sideways, everything I had been holding inside bubbled to the surface and suddenly all the masks I was wearing were dropping, and my performance of being okay was completely destabilising. I entered into a complete battle in my mind, logically I couldn't make sense of anything, but my heart just knew that this was going to change my life forever! And... It did! 

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I started trying to find answers to what was happening to me, but I couldn't find anything! All I kept seeing was 'meditate and go within'... so that's what I did. When I meditated I kept seeing tarot cards, so in August 2017, I booked in for a reading.

 

I felt I needed clarity on what was happening to me. She said to me 'You're a medium and a healer, and everything will unfold as it should'. I didn't feel I gained any clarity what-so-ever and left feeling more confused.

 

A few weeks later I went to a well-being market, which again wasn't something I would have ever done. As I walked in, a lady came up to me and said 'I never do this but I need to tell you, you have a whole team of helpers around you, they're trying to get your attention and you are meant to be a healer and I can see you doing readings'. I said to her 'You're the second person that has said that to me', she laughed and said 'Well maybe you need to listen'. 

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The seed had been firmly planted, and I couldn't shake the words that had been said to me. I felt lost and confused and had no idea where to even begin... In 2017, spirituality wasn't what it is now, it still felt quite hidden and taboo back then.

 

In September, I opened Facebook and found myself on the selling page, I scrolled and scrolled, not even knowing why... about 20 posts down, there was a lady advertising a spirit circle, there was 100s of comments asking for more information, so I thought all the spaces would be gone, but I messaged her anyway.

A week later I was sat in circle in her house, opening my chakras and connecting to spirit. I had a moment sitting there thinking 'What am I doing?'... Connecting to spirit came easy for me and I finally felt a sense of walking with purpose, in just 12 weeks I was offering mediumship readings, and I loved it.

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The word 'Reiki' was mentioned around me, again it sparked another pull within my chest. I did some research and I then booked myself in for Reiki, I went monthly and noticed how much more stable I felt, it deepened my connection to self and my grief felt lighter.

I received some clarity over what happened when my colleague walked in, which then opened up a whole other layer of awakening for me. I came across a concept and suddenly it all locked in, I began to understand why I had that experience and the service that was happening behind the scenes. 

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I fell pregnant at the start of 2018, and felt the pull to learn Reiki. It felt as though my baby was pulling me to learn it. The workshop was beautiful, but afterwards was not anything I was expecting, my world went very dark again and it was as though I was exposed on every level. I got signed off work because I just couldn't hold myself together, and spent the rest of my pregnancy at home. This time alone gave me the time I needed to decompress from all that had transpired over the last year. ​

 

I made the decision to completely drop the spiritual stuff and forget it ever happened.... famous last words! 

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In August 2019, people were reaching out to me for readings, I took it as a sign to start back up again, so I did, and I loved it. I felt guided to actually hold a workshop in mediumship, so I put a workbook together and advertised it. It was really successful, but it really wiped me out and made me quite unwell, but my inner compass was leading me to continue with the mediumship. I then had the calling to start offering Reiki to others as the time felt right. This is where I flourished, I felt so aligned to offer 'healing' and with being in service it was also supporting my own journey of healing. 

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In October 2019, I left my partner, I just knew I needed to go solo on my journey of self discovery. This wasn't easy and I found myself really struggling, I began to use prescription medications as a way to cope and I couldn't see a way out of my own shadows.

 

At the beginning of 2020 I was diagnosed with border line personality disorder, which I now know is just a name given for complex trauma. As lockdown hit, I quit my job and decided to go all in with my spiritual work and set up my business. It brought me back to life and I started looking into expanding my services, in the space of 6 months I went on to train in Usui Reiki masters, Angelic Reiki, Angelic Reiki Masters, the Metatron methods and then Pellowah came into my field of awareness. I had never heard of Pellowah before, and when I first noticed it, it didn't feel aligned to me, but it kept popping up, so I joined the workshop. I had no idea what Pellowah was, or why I was there, I just knew I had to be there! 

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Pellowah served as a huge turning point for me, it expanded me in ways beyond what I though was possible but it also threw me into a bit of a spin. A month after attending Pellowah, I received the clearest guidance that I needed to stop practicing mediumship, I followed the guidance, but I felt as though all of my 'gifts' switched off and my inner world felt quite and empty. It felt like attending Pellowah was a mistake.... It was actually EXACTLY what I needed at that moment in time. 

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In the December I booked in for an additional Pellowah attunement, this is when I was taken to the a group of beings and was handed a contract, to which I signed, having no idea what it was or why I signed it, I was left feeling fearful but there was a part of me that knew it was okay. 

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A few weeks later, I felt an energy wash over me, I sat with it, I saw pearlescent threads of light come through my energy system and connect to a diamond in my heart, as the connection was made, the diamond grew bigger and began to rotate and emit the most vivid hues of the rainbow, I went into a deep trance for around 3 hours, and upon coming into awareness I knew I was about to channel an energy... Prograna. ​​

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The Birth of Prograna

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I had no idea how much that moment would shape the path ahead of me. What began as a subtle connection, grew into a journey of remembrance, one that has brought me face to face with the beauty and the challenges of truly seeing myself.

 

There have been many moments of deep awe, where I felt a sense of embodiment and belonging that words can't fully capture. There have also been times of resistance, moments where I questioned myself, wrestled with old patterns and programs, and felt the weight of letting go. The truth is, unlearning who I thought I was, and what I believed to be certain, has been an uncomfortable process. I have felt the deep pull to surrender aspects of myself, that I once held very tightly, which has brough many levels of grief as I have alchemised those identities that no longer align. 

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Alongside the grief and surrender, something else has been unfolding, a deeper sense of self, alignment, sovereignty and empowerment. I have discovered a strength within me that isn't about control, but about trust. Trusting myself, trusting the ebb and flow of life, and trusting the wisdom that Prograna continues to awaken within me.

 

Through this I have found a sense of freedom, and anchored a gentler relationship with my own humanity and the spectrum of experiences and emotions that come with being human. 

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My journey has been one of rapid trajectory, and it hasn't been fun! It only now feels like I have stepped off the battlefield and can rest into all aspects of self and the experiences my soul has journeyed through.  

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Prograna has changed my whole world, and for the first time in 32 years, I feel a sense of belonging within myself. I have travelled through so much darkness to reach this point on my own journey, a space I never believed I would be able to achieve. Whilst the journey hasn't been as graceful as I imagined, it has been perfectly aligned and exactly what I needed every step of the way. ​​

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